evening, Its been awhile since I last blogged. Not much as really happened. i went back to the hospital today and they signed me off work for another MONTH! Now to some people that would be a good thing, but i hate being unable to help laura out. Bless her she is doing a wonderful job, But we have always been a partnership and I hate to see her doing everything. I can hate out for about an hour, but then the pain starts to kick in again. I have physiotherpy on friday and then every friday till its sorted. I've told work who i thought would be funny about it, But to my surprise they were ok about it. So i have another four weeks of Bob the Builder, story makers and the rest of the gang at Cbeebies.

My best mate has come back from Port Sudan he spends half the year here and the other half there. It good to have him make. the kids love him, Its strange Abi has never really liked new men around, For ages she would go near Laura's dad, But she has never had a problem with hassan, only she last saw when she was 3! Nathan is just Nathan , he would talk to anyone. But I think he is loving having someone around who is on the same level (sorry mate)...........

Abi has broken up from nursery now, When she goes back she will be in SCHOOL! I cant believe that, My little girl is growing up. What happen to my little bald baby who only cared about when ed was ( Ed was a little toy dog wizard). Soon to will be make-up, boys and mobile phones!..... then dating, heartbreaking and oh god.... I can't bear to think about it.

My sister has fallen out with my mom. Really sometime i wonder are we REALLY related! My sister is now a single mother of two, she works and get shit loads of money out of her ex ( about £800 a moth ), now she has always put apon my mom when it comes to the kids. you can bet her house on it that her kids are over at my mom at least twice a week. Cos she needs someone to babysit for an hour or so. But that hour becomes two, then three, then four!.. But now she has fallen out with her husband and is now stopping him from having the kids on the weekend. and as my sis working saturday and sunday, she now need someone to look after the kids. I.E my mom. My mom love her grandchildren so much. So she has then and loses out on the ONLY days she has free. now this has been going on my abit, but my sister is now asking for my mom to have then tuesday evening too! But for once my mom said no. Its put my sister's nose out and now she isnt letting my mom see the kids too! I never unload my kids on anyone. (1) cos I know how much trouble they can be! and (2) THEY ARE MY KIDS!. sometimes my folks take all the grandchildren out, all 7 of them. But i'll go with them to help + i dont like too miss out on anything the kids do.

Anyway thats it for now, hope I havent bored you all to sleep. more later.